media rants
5/14/2025
i just saw this theory about ena (in dream bbq) being a mother and that the humanboard was her kid..... and im ngl seeing the words "ena stillborn theory" is the LAST thing i thought id see today. all they did was make a joke that the motherboard "birthed" the humanboard and every surface-level theorist ran with it. not to mention ena is LITERALLY a blocky creature thing from another dimension that can turn into static and who knows what else, so the theory already doesnt really make sense.
im not saying theres no lore to ena at all, im just saying the theories right now are kinda silly. the only reason it makes me upset is because i keep seeing people reply to others saying "well ena is a mother" like its 100% true. same with her being a soldier or species or whatever. you can have theories and stuff without acting like its in the game. from what ive watched these past years, ena is not a show/game that has any solid lore.
4/30/2025
im FINALLY almost done with pokemon ultra moon (sun/moon was never my favorite, so i never got around to playing them lol) and i looovve my decidueye so much. one time i was battling and he got down to zero (but didnt die because he loves me ^_^) and i think the move was double slap or some move that hits more than once a turn and he got hit again AND STILL LIVED i dont even know how but hes awesome.
next im either gonna play x/y cus i never actually finished it from when i was like.... 6 LOL. either that or black/white cus its my favorite game. i might flip a coin or something idk.
4/26/2025
one time i played detroit become human for like 6 hours straight and when i went to bed, i kept seeing the little option selection icons in my vision and i thought i was going insane. turns out thats a real phenomenom called the tetris effect where if you focus on something for too long, it alters your thoughts.
then, because i didnt learn my lesson, i played overwatch 2 for like days trying to get better at aim with widow and that night i couldnt sleep cus everytime i closed my eyes, i saw the gameplay and was aiming with my eyes. it was so fricking scary i didnt sleep at all that night and i havent played overwatch since.
im probably gonna be seeing html code in my dreams tonight though, oops