media rants
3/11/2026
bfdia 24 just came out a few days ago, and since its the final three, stakes are high. i would be good with either needle or book winning, so i was sort of hoping tennisball would be one of the final two so it would be easier for me to choose (he's been getting on my nerves these past episodes, so i don't really like him much anymore. at least not nearly as much as book or needle.)
but now, with the final two being needle AND book, i had such a hard time choosing who to vote for. i love them both so much, i was so torn!
on one hand, needle has won so many challenges this season. i love her development, going from W.O.A.H. bunch to freesmart, then wanting to be on both teams, to wanting to win for just herself, and now embracing all of those and winning for herself and all her friends. i feel like she was really underrated before being a finalist and she would deserve to win.
on the OTHER hand, book hasnt won many challenges (only one LOL), but shes done so much for the show, helping everyone and sacrificing herself countless times. i mean, just this past episode shes traveled across the universe just to keep the show going. i like her character and personality a lot more than needle, but she didnt play the game great. after all shes done though, i think she would deserve to win too.
im seriously so conflicted on who to vote for. i might just flip a coin, because in the end, theyre battling for a crappy piece of farmland. bfdia might be my favorite season though. its lighthearted and funny compared to tpot, while still having some conflict and deeper moment (leafys whole character, they could never make me hate u leafy). its gonna be a fun reveal of the votes, and im excited for idfb to finally continue!!
12/22/2025
you, me and the apocalypse spoilers!!
i just finished you, me and the apocalypse and it was SO GOOD but i literally had to sit in silence for a bit afterwards. i only started this show because of mat baynton but it's like AMAZING. when someone was walking up behind jamie, i said to myself "he doesn't have ariel's boots on, so who is it?" but it was, in fact, ariel :(
so many moments in this show made my jaw drop and i love that. when ariel shot max on screen, when jude's death was revealed, when we learned that everyone was related, when frankie was revealed to be jamie's daughter, and when jamie was shown at the end. so many amazing plot twists and jaw-dropping moments. its awesome that this show's writers had the guts to do irreversible damage without hesitation. so many shows are too afraid to kill characters off, but not this show. on the other hand, POOR JAMIE. :(
i know i'm gonna be processing that ending for weeks.
4/30/2025
im FINALLY almost done with pokemon ultra moon (sun/moon was never my favorite, so i never got around to playing them lol) and i looovve my decidueye so much. one time i was battling and he got down to zero (but didnt die because he loves me ^_^) and i think the move was double slap or some move that hits more than once a turn and he got hit again AND STILL LIVED i dont even know how but hes awesome. (june 30 edit: turns out ultra sun/moon was made to be super ez and my decidueyes not special :c )
next im either gonna play x/y cus i never actually finished it from when i was like.... 6 LOL. either that or black/white cus its my favorite game. i might flip a coin or something idk.
4/26/2025
one time i played detroit become human for like 6 hours straight and when i went to bed, i kept seeing the little option selection icons in my vision and i thought i was going insane. turns out thats a real phenomenom called the tetris effect where if you focus on something for too long, it alters your thoughts.
then, because i didnt learn my lesson, i played overwatch 2 for like days trying to get better at aim with widow and that night i couldnt sleep cus everytime i closed my eyes, i saw the gameplay and was aiming with my eyes. it was so fricking scary i didnt sleep at all that night and i havent played overwatch since.
im probably gonna be seeing html code in my dreams tonight though, oops